I have a job interview next week for a big job. Ever heard of Youth Specialties? Well, I'm interviewing to be the President's executive assistant. What the crap. Maybe you don't even know what YS is, and that makes me feel better. YS is to churches what Young Life is to the para-church. I don't know if that makes any sense. I don't even really know why I'm going for this job. I would have to commute 45 min. to work each way. I would have to work from 8-5 every day, M-F, week after week. Which means I'm leaving the house around 7am and not returning until 6pm. I don't know exactly what the job will look like, but I'm pretty sure it will entail me sitting for 40 hours a week, which my back can't really take. I felt led to apply for the position the second I heard about it, so I did. This is how it works. This is how God works in my life. And now I'm questioning why I'm even doing it. I guess I want to see if I can get the job. I would enjoy many aspects of the job. I would be in ministry. I'm flattered to even be a consideration. I'm externally processing.
I'm scared.
The interview is this coming Wed. at 2:30. Pray for me.
I don't even know what to wear. I haven't had a hair cut in over 2 months. I don't want this interview to cause me to question my worth... but it's definitely causing me to question a lot.
3 comments:
gorgeous. i can't even believe it.
if it makes you feel any better, i saw a spiritual director there - her name was beth and it was one of the most wonderful experiences i've ever had. so, if you got the job, atleast you could find some respite in time w/ beth's wise heart (that is if she still works there :)
i'll pray wed.
How'd it go?
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